Metamorphosis

That's quite a big word spell :P
Basically, change. That's what it literally means to me. In this ever changing crazy amazing sometimes, depressing life of mine.. there is so much change happening. I'm metamorphosing. I know that this term is generally used to indicate growth and positive development in animals.. i'm using it in a different sense today. 

There is so much happening i'm just like "Hey! Not so fast, life! I need a min to breathe" or something! Its insane how much a year old can take in a day.. Honestly, i'm left panting and puffing at the end of each day. 

And i hate it. You ask, why? Because i hate not being in control, esp when it comes to my life. I have/had everything planned.. and some little thing decides to take a detour.. annnddd there comes crashing down my whole properly thought of life plan.

Its hard.

But it has taught me so much. You know what i feel? Everyone should go through one life altering mess.. why? Because this is where you see whom you can actually trust. this is the point in my life where i saw who can put aside everything and be there, by everything i don't just mean one evening or one day literally everything.

This is the place i saw the people who cared, but were too busy to do anything about it. And can i be real honest? it hurt so freaking much. As much i would like to say i don't really care, and it doesn't matter.. i just can't. Because it mattered

You know what i needed most in my weakest moment? Not someone who told me i'm strong enough to get through this.. but just one person to tell me they'll hold my hand and go through this with me. One person to tell me they'll be right there to give me a push when i felt like giving up.

And forever grateful to Have not one but quite a few people around to help me. But i got help from sources unexpected. The people i always thought will come through to me showed me the door.. and that was hard to accept.

Anyway, lesson learnt, tears dried :)

OKAY, too much serious talk! Wanna hear something yum? Today is PIE DAY! :D

Exactly! put your aprons on, or at least call a baker friend and get yourself a yummy piece of pie todaay to celebrate :D

Which is worse, failing the biggest test of your life or being tested by a loved one?

Now imagine both happening in the same week. Im not being dramatic, but it was devastating.. Dreams crashed, tears splashed.. Things changed.

Im a new me now. Stronger, less vulnerable.. And more cool! :P
Like now, i tell people "Oh that's all you've got? i've had people throw worse at me B)"

Jokes apart, its been hard. And its even harder to admit that its been hard.

But life's been good.. Things are getting better, im learning to accept certain things.. Learning to let go of hurt.. Learning to stop being bitter.. And learning to not let failure go a complete waste :)

Soo yes, i still have tears just a blink away, i still feel the pain.. and the hurt.. And still feel loserish, atleast 20times in a day..

But i do have my beautiful moments, i still smile, i still love my God and above all, i still have hope.

So, this is to losing, and being tested.

Always remember, when you lose something, it teaches you so much than a win could :)

Much love,

Dependence

A very mysterious word. Does the world still have people you can depend on blindly? I don't know and im not gonna find out anytime soon.

I dunno if its a girl thing or just a teenage thing.. But dependence creeps out of somewhere in our lives. Even if its for something small, we depend on people.
Whether its family, or friends or acquaintances or even strangers. Its just human tendency to choose dependence over independence.

Its easier too, but the risks are high. And most of the time, not worth taking :)
Soo this is to all those people, who are depending, waiting, and wasting time believing someone will change.. Its time to stop. Stop, get up and take charge
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Life on earth is short, there are a billion plus people, if this one is not worth it, move on.. You'll find that one person who'll make you believe in everything you only dreamed about
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Get up, dust yourself and prepare for the journey ahead. Its gonna be hard, but worth it :)
And lastly only depend on God, he never lets people down, and i say that from experience :)

Hug one, Hug all.

For someone who loves hugs, this is just another reason to keep hugging :D

Who doesn't want a boost to their immune system, now :)

Seven Things Food :D

I'm craving unhealthy spicy food all day everyday. Even a stomach full does not satisfy me these days.. But hey! You can't really blame me, one of the best things bout this season is the delicious food that comes with it :D

SO, this post is about ten things i wanna eat Nowww! If your someone who's on a diet, now would be the best time to run away! Anyway, if your visiting India or your someone who lives here, or someone who's planning to come here.. here are 7 things you SHOULD NOT LEAVE INDIA, WITHOUT EATING!

Presenting without further ado, my 7 favorite INDIAN foods :D

1. THE HYDERABADI BIRYANI:

^My spell check obviously has'hasn't heard of it yet :P

Hyderabadi Biryani is a biryani dish made with basmati rice, spices and lamb. Popular variations use chicken instead of lamb. 

The ingredients are Basmati, mutton, yogurt, onions, spices, lemon, saffron. Coriander leaves and fried onions are used as garnish. Although the preferred meat is mutton, it is replaced by goat or chicken in some variations.

2. MIRCHI BAJJI

Mirchi Bada (chili cutlet) is a spicy Indian snack consisting of chili (Mirchi) and potato stuffing, served hot with tomato sauce or occasionally with mint and tamarind chutney. It is very filling for its size.

3.CHICKEN MANCHURIA: Indian Chinese cuisine is the adaptation of Chinese seasoning and cooking techniques to Indian tastes. The Indian Chinese cuisine is said to have been developed by the small Chinese community that has lived in Kolkata (formerly Calcutta) for over a century. Today, the Chinese food has become an integral part of the Indian culinary scene 

4. SHAWARMA: Shawarma (Arabic: شاورما‎) is an Arab^[1][2] meat preparation from Lebanon, where lamb, chicken, turkey, beef, veal, or mixed meats are placed on a spit (commonly a vertical spit in restaurants), and may be grilled for as long as a day. Shavings are cut off the block of meat for serving, and the remainder of the block of meat is kept heated on the rotating spit

5. PAANI PURI is a popular street snack inIndia, Pakistan, Bangladesh, and Nepal. It consists of a round, hollow puri, fried crisp and filled with a mixture of flavored water ("pani"), tamarind chutney, chili, chaat masala, potato, onion and chickpeas. It is generally small enough to fit completely into one's mouth. It is a popular street food dish in Mumbai, Delhi, Lucknow, Karachi, Lahore, Dhaka, Kolkata and Kathmandu

6. QUBANI KA MEETA Qubani ka meetha is an Indian dessert made from dried apricots originating from Hyderabad, India.^[2] It is a common feature at Hyderabadi weddings.

7. HALEEM Haleem (Arabic: حلیم‎, Urdu: حلیم‎, Persian: هَلیم‎, Bengali: হালিম) is stew popular in the Middle East, Central Asia, and the Indian subcontinent. Although the dish varies from region to region, it always includes wheat, barley, lentils and meat. Popular variations include keşkek in Anatolia, Iran, the Caucasus region and northern Iraq; harissa in the Arab world and Armenia; khichra in Pakistanand India; and Hyderabadi haleem in southern India.

If that didn't make you drool, you should get yourself checked :P

Anyone have anything to add? Anything i missed out?

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