Which is worse, failing the biggest test of your life or being tested by a loved one?

Now imagine both happening in the same week. Im not being dramatic, but it was devastating.. Dreams crashed, tears splashed.. Things changed.

Im a new me now. Stronger, less vulnerable.. And more cool! :P
Like now, i tell people "Oh that's all you've got? i've had people throw worse at me B)"

Jokes apart, its been hard. And its even harder to admit that its been hard.

But life's been good.. Things are getting better, im learning to accept certain things.. Learning to let go of hurt.. Learning to stop being bitter.. And learning to not let failure go a complete waste :)

Soo yes, i still have tears just a blink away, i still feel the pain.. and the hurt.. And still feel loserish, atleast 20times in a day..

But i do have my beautiful moments, i still smile, i still love my God and above all, i still have hope.

So, this is to losing, and being tested.

Always remember, when you lose something, it teaches you so much than a win could :)

Much love,